From Nothing To Everything
Hi Everyone! ~~Konnichiwa~~
Now I will tell you all something that have been on my mind for a long period now.
I will take a break with the “catwalk to Tokyo”.
Right now my life is a big mess – I don’t really know where it’s going or what to do with everything.
All the stress I’m feeling is making it almost impossible to get a good picture.
The photographing is just making me feel more stressed (’cause I can’t perform good enough).
I will not quit – but take a break.
Maybe I will come back – maybe not.
I thank everyone that have been reading this blog, commented photos and giving me bad/good critic.
The best thing with me start being a model is that I meet a person that I now after some time can say I love.
Now I want to study, get a grip of my life and end up as the most awesome mom (if that mom is going to be a model or not – let’s find out later).
Bai bai
Hi Everyone! ~~Konnichiwa~~
Today it’s a lovely summer-weather outside!
I started the day with a nice cool shower and breakfast, then in (first for the year) a dress downtown.
Did some “stuff” and ended up at the library – it’s a really nice lady working there, she is always helping me a lot with finding books and discussing life. (these kinds of relationships for some doesn’t mean to much – for me it means a lot!)
Yesterday – pretty late – I got some new photos from my week in Stockholm.
Here is one.
What do you think?

Photographer: Mikael Sandberg
Make-up Artist: Elin Laine
Model: Sanja
Hi Everyone! ~~Konnichiwa~~
Today I’m still having a headache, tired and no energy or motivation – but I need to find it cause tomorrow it will start a new week with daily work and also a lot of other stuff to do.
Not to forget I have my final Exam tomorrow.
But now i try to relax, I got a edited photo from my last photoshoot with Robin.
I asked Beeriz to “go nuts” over it – this is the awesome result. what do you think?
(To see the original unedited photo look at Beeriz homepage)
And here’s the edited version:

Model: Sanja
Photo: Robin Angle
Edit: Beeriz (corpulens.wordpress.com)
Hi Everyone! ~~Konnichiwa~~
Yesterday and today I have had headache and doesn’t feel to well.
I and X was out shopping a bit – I bought some cake to cheer me up x) But I don’t know – I think I’m to stressed about my Final Exam on Monday. So Soon the stress will be gone!
Yesterday late afternoon I was out with Tony (heavens.se) and took some photos – but the sun wasn’t on our side and it was freezing cold outside, not easy to make “summer photos” when you are freezing !!
But I think we got at least one good shoot – I will show you when it’s done.
Today I have been sleeping after breakfast to get rid of headache, musclepains and anxiety. Now I feel a bit better, eaten a bit and will start study now.
Before that I want to give you the link to a new blog with Linus – he is a really great photographer, I found out about him today!
I saw him on my brothers facebook-likes
*thanks bro*
Check it out! It’s awesome!
would be cool to have a photoshoot with him *dreams*
Cross your fingers for my exam on Monday!
Hi Everyone! ~~Konnichiwa~~
I’m really stressed out that I have my final exam in Japanese on Monday.
Today I will try to relax and spend time with X.
Also I have a new photoshoot with Tony this weekend
Hopefully some good photos to show you
I have also sorted the photos since last time with Robin and mailed him – lets hope I soon can show you really great photos!
Take care of each other.
Hi Everyone!
Now I’m part of Leif’s gallery at http://sturefotografen.se/
Check it out! He is a really good Photographer!
Hi Everyone! ~~Konnichia~~
today I took a slowly morning with rosehip-soup and semolina with strawberry-jam. Watching some tv (online on the computer) and talking with a friend about study and life.
A big glass of water (to get rid of the headache from tonight) and knitting on an order to Sakitty.
I’m still waiting for the “dropbox-link” with all the photos from yesterday – I’m really happy and eager to see them! I feel it will be really really good photos.
Happily I got the compliment I have “a pair of blazing eyes”.
Now I will start the day with cleaning and some study. Soon the exam of the japanese-course will come, and also homework to do.
I really feel I have learned a lot this spring from the lessons and all the homework – my teacher is amazing.
Wish everyone a great day!
Hi Everyone! ~~Konbanwa~~
Today I had a list with all things I must do before going to the photoshoot – I was done before lunch! So I had a great time resting and knitting while the laundry was washing.
The Photoshoot was really fun! We got really good photos and I’m so pleased with the result this far – I really look forward to see the photos on the computer-screen and also the retouched photos later.
Of course I’m really looking forward to show the photos here on the blog!
Please look forward to it!
I’m really really tired after 3 hours photo, and made dinner as fast I came home. Now I have been knitting for a hour and will now take a loooooong warm shower to get a bit relaxed before going to bed.
I feel really uneasy – had a argue with X yesterday, and he wont say “sorry”. So it’s the first day in 3½ month we haven’t been sending each other message at the cellphone.
Why is it so hard to say sorry when you have done something wrong?
Hi Everyone! ~~Konnichiwa~~
Tomorrow (if the weather doesn’t turn us down) I will have a photoshoot with 3 sessions together with a photographer named Robin here in town.
I’m really looking forward to it.
hope you also are!
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